Sometimes, I’m strong and sometimes I don’t…sometimes, I believe and sometimes I almost losing hope..i still remembered during my university time, where all you need to do is to score with flying colours and enjoy life while you still can have it as a sweet reminiscence…. Before this, I never take my life as complicated as today…and now I realized that the more I grow up the more stumble and fall I might face in the future. Now, I realize that I need to work on my own life and create what kind of future I need to hold for my entire life. If last year, my life was surrounded with assignments, exam and presentation but today, my life is about how I make sure everything turn out well on creating my real journey to stand on my own feet in various aspect..
Sometimes, I feel like it’s a burden as I need to make sure the road that I’m leading to will be going smoothly without any regrets. Besides, I feel the burden now, if before this, all my necessity was my parents’ responsibility but now, everything seems to be my own responsibility in all aspect. From the bills, the payment, the plan, and the decisions are truly in me. Moreover, between end of the year or perhaps next year, I am planning to buy my own car by using my own money, so I guess there’ll be a lot of dollar will soon come out from my own pocket and it seems that the ball is in my court!
Besides that, being an educator is a lot of fun especially when dealing with adult. I love teaching the adult and most of my students are more bigger than me…perhaps other people might think that teaching the adults are lot easier but the truth is be that as it maybe as I need to understand them and use the correct physiology with them. and then, they will respect you…but if you don’t, say hell to your job as you will be alienated by them and they might not going to listen to you.
The truth is…. I’m still adapting myself in a new situation and perhaps that’s make me a better person even life is not really into a perfectionism in every situation but like I say, every cloud has it’s on silver lining and sometimes we need a thousand miles to be patience with the circle of life. I am still having a little dilemma in me as I perpetually keep thinking and worry the journey I’m heading to…








